Hopeful heart

To the ocean of Love and Beauty----to God. May 3, 2012 at 7:16pm I would not exchange the sorrows of my heart For the joys of the multitude.And I would not have the tears that sadness makesTo flow from my every part turn into laughter. I would that my life remain a tear and a smile. A tear to purify my heart and give me understandingOf life's secrets and hidden things.A smile to draw me nigh to the sons of my kind andTo be a symbol of my glorification of the gods. A tear to unite me with those of broken heart;A smile to be a sign of my joy in existence. I would rather that I died in yearning and longing than that I live Weary and despairing. I want the hunger for love and beauty to be in theDepths of my spirit,for I have seen those who areSatisfied the most wretched of people.I have heard the sigh of those in yearning and Longing, and it is sweeter than the sweetest melody. With evening's coming the flower folds her petalsAnd sleeps, embr...

Chance to happiness ... do I get mine ! July 17, 2012 at 2:35am Chance ..... well one word and various meanings . The dictionary meaning .................. 1.the absence of any cause of events that can be predicted,understood, or controlled: often personified or treated as a positive agency: Chance governs all. 2.luck or fortune: a game of chance. 3.a possibility or probability of anything happening: a fifty-percentchance of success. 4.an opportune or favorable time; opportunity: Now is yourchance. 5.Baseball . an opportunity to field the ball and make a put-out orassist. Five meanings ... whats my pick I guess Ill go for four of them .... I want to treat it is a positive...

In one Life September 1, 2012 at 10:27pm In one life we  die a thousand deaths .... yet we  fear only one death In one life we see a lot of downs ... yet we are aware of the highs  In one life we see several betrayals.. yet the one friend makes u believe in friendship In one life we are told there is nothing known as LOVE in this world  ... yet the one word makes our world go round In one life we go several times without food ... yet the one good dinner leaves a lasting memory If only I had not seen downs , betrayal, love, no food ... I would have not appreciated when i have it ....

I wait March 9, 2013 at 12:54am Autumn leaves , dry and colourless fallen on the ground bearing the dust . I wait ,  for the wind to blow me to the nearby creek, take away my dryness add my colour , but all I get is hit by the tiny pebbles                                                no water...                                                no creek.... I lie there waitng for the end                                    wait for the rain                                    wait for me to be blown ... till then  I lie ...

Why do we need somebody else to carry our baggages !! April 18, 2013 at 12:48pm I was at the airport waiting at the international airport to receive my sister and my 2 beautiful angels , let me first mention about the mosqies ..... could not stand the mosquito infested place (airport arrival) ..... Nothing to do other than shooing those blood sucking pests... And then I started observing and absorbing .... people coming out... some very excited , some lost , some tired , some searching for the vehicle and trying to get use to the sudden chaos ... ( whts with our airport god knows ) every time I get a eerie feeling ... kutch to hone waala hain !!!! You must be thinking why write about an evening at the airport ... kyaa khaas hain oosme ??? The reason to write this note is that after all the observing and absorbing Iam now very sure that in India we certainly do not have dignity of labour ...and total abusing of privileges ... we act as if these privileges is our...

Hello ! ... Iam really caught up April 19, 2013 at 12:26am Have you been in a situation when u call up your friends and special ones ... just to chat up and all of them on that particular day are " busy"  ... no time to talk because they are  " caught up in a lot of things" ... in a meeting or simply really busy to talk to you ... What do u do then ??? feel sorry for yourself and  sad that they dont have time for you ??? What do I do , I simply tell myself ... I wanted to check up on you cos I care about u ... but if you dont think its important enough to answer my call ... Ur bad :D We need to know where to draw the line .. of getting caught and taking that few moments for your special ones who care about you .... It doesnt matter who you are and what u do to them .... what matters is " You" The day " you" willl cease to exist for them ... that day u have lost something without realising it . So Advice to myself and my special o...

BUTTERFLY - By M &M October 5, 2013 at 2:54am  Butterfly ... Its beautiful , it catches ur eye the riot of colours drives u crazy , seeing u makes all the nonsense go hazy MAkes u smile and brings to ur mind ' oh what lovely day" So much of grace so much of poise ... it flies miles without making a noise around  when the wings spread out ' oh its so beautiful to the eye ' you flutter from one flower to the other miles and miles , you are social butterfly having full the fun , In your journey of life u drink up the sweet things , the nectar that for others mean nothing . Hey ! but I did not know u are a parasite too  you quietly eat bugs and spoil the crops too you eat away insects ,  You are a jekyll , you r a hyde , u are something that nobody minds   well there is this side of you too ! A long childhood from catterpillar to adulthood u take time to grow  But alas once grown u r no more ... A short...

The Vale of Death ~ M & M November 16, 2013 at 4:08am The dead they sleep... The dead they sleep a long, long sleep;The dead they rest, and their rest is deep;The dead have peace, but the living weep. ~Samuel Hoffenstein They sleep with no worries or fear They sleep with no pain nor sorrow  They sleep with no urge for any  happiness or joy They just rest in peace . But the living weep Weep for their presence , their love  Weep for the comfortable world that has been shattered with them gone I grieve for the void that they leave behind I grieve for shattering my cocoon , the warmth, the pain they leave for me  I grieve they no longer will be there to protect me ... How selfish of me to want them to stay , though they want to go another way the bright light calling from above  telling them its time to move above ... Go my beloveds may you rest in peace  May I soon join you there to finish the...

New years day December 28, 2013 at 12:36am Memories is all I have of you , I know I will meet you no more As time passes by the bad ones change into good ... I know I will not see you any more ' years will go by as this is gone  no more will i feel so forlorn I will love you just the way I did  I will laugh on the good  times we had I wont dwell on the times gone by  Everyday I will welcome with open arms  And every brand new day will be a " New Year's Day " Like Show more reactions Comment Share

standing there December 13, 2014 at 11:53pm I grew with the thought that one day I shall fly high not knowing when wings are clipped ... one cant fly With the clipped wings , I worked hard to fly , I rose ... fell and rose again .. until one day I fell by .. the dust and grime made me choke , I wasn't recognizable by any folk. They past by without turn ... every time this happened made my heart burn. In all this a lil gurl baby came by .. she gurgled and smiled till she made me cry.. I slowly rose up dusted my self ... smiled at the lil gurl and we both pranced by . In all this I realized I don't need to fly just standing tall is enough for me so that I dont die I smiled and laughed , danced along with my lil gurl not even moment so dull ... With all the love and laughter I stand tall ... I find no need to fly At all .. With all her love I have risen so high that even the sky is today very shy 

Power Of Love All you need is love ~ By beatles Do we really understand the meaning of love ? read books , go for sessions every body is speaking of spreading love ! but what does it actually mean none of us know Its a bond of affection that effects in various way ... for some the cage is opened but for some it is the cage .. Anger , jealousy , insecurity , depression , hurt are the few downers Hope , laughter , happiness , sharing , are the few buzz For me love is..... to maintain a balance in any relationship ... its giving in but standing firm and tall .. a very thin line yet the most important line . I hereby draw the line for the bliss ______________________ but all i need is not love , what I need is friendship , bonding , laughter , happiness peace and fun to the end , sharing of the darkness too For the downer its ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hurt , tears , depression , anger .... CHOOSE YOUR LINE OF THOUGHTS